~Mateo~ (commencero) wrote,
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Deadened Speech

I wanna say how much life really fucking sucks.
I wanna say why shit has to happen to me, or not so much me, but people close to me, which in a way can be worse because
I wanna say how I want to intercept their pain, let me have all of your pain. Please. Everylast bit.
I wanna say that I will stay with you, not only in your heart but always physically present.
I wanna say that I want to heal you with my powers, make you all better; use my Magic.
I wanna say that I am going to go shed a tear or two, yet I am now so cold within.
I wanna say that if I lost you I would kill myself with a nine or the Katana downstairs-- I would recieve the same affect in the long run.

But I dare speak silent.

I will stick with my eloquent frame of language.
I will stick with my semantics and my pedantics.
I will stick with my scholastics
I will stick with my striving for perfection, striving for the Goal.

I will stick it to you or me in the end.

I wanna say me.

But I dare speak silent.


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