~Mateo~ (commencero) wrote,
~Mateo~
commencero

deadly paradise..

Whoa.

Now I will be dead.
I lied

I am dead from your words.
Your thoughts.
You.

My words. Me. My soul
is much weaker.

Dont get me wrong.
I will still kill you.

But..
But now I am only attacking.
Choose your right defense and you will get me.

Take me.
Steal me.
And spit me out, like a snake eating its prey.

Nobody but you.

Do it.
Do it!!!

Do it you...you..

...

But I will rebuild.
I cant believe myself.

What I did.

I was possesed.

I am sorry.

Now, what is lost
cannot be be found.

maybe I should go to the asylum..

...

Words don't do justice.

...

But it was so good.

The possesion was not something I had control.

When I...I ...
I of all people lose control...

It is a bad. Very bad.

Or is so good
so irrevocably good.

...

Everything is lost though.

I say it again because I lose.

I got killed.

and now I am dead.

...

Too cold to cry.

Too mother fuckin cold.

...

This is it.

This is what I never felt.

Losing control.

Dying.

Willing to do anything for you.

BUT.

I almost failed to metion what I am now powered by completly.
You took it
But you gave it back in a new form
energy can do that you know.

I am weak
and the most powerful.

I can Love.
I can Love.

I can Love.

...

This is not pain.
I am dead.
Dead in paradise.
You killed me a took me to a place far from here.
Where if I never speak to you again here
I am assured you will be there.
Waiting.

...

You are now

my deepest. Darkest.

Coldest.

Lovely.

SECRET..

Shhhhh....


LOVE.

~mateo~
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